Our daughter Ana Katharina Müller Moore was born to us 13 years ago today. Apart from my salvation, and my wife she has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. She was born with Down syndrome. I knew it right away. As soon as I saw her after she was born, I knew or at least suspected that she had Down syndrome. See, I had been around Down syndrome my whole life. My awesome cousin has Down syndrome, I volunteered at camps and the special Olympics in High school, and was in youth ministries that had teenagers with Down syndrome, and other handicaps.
My suspicions were confirmed a few hours later. our doctor came into our room and confirmed that she had all the signs of Downs. Down syndrome is a Chromosomal abnormality in which each cell of a person’s body have three chromosomes on the 21st strand. The effects of Down syndrome are wide ranging. Most people with Trisomy 21 have smaller heads, flattened nose, larger tongue, slanted or walnut eyes, grow slower, and are mentally challenged, usually altogether smaller, have an average shorter lifespan, higher chance of heart problems, slow muscle growth, heart defects, higher chance of diabetes, and early onset Alzheimer’s. In Ana’s case she has beautiful speckled eyes that are also a sign of Downs. Ana was born and had immediate complications. She was in the hospital for eight days. She then was released to us and we took her home. She was an immediate joy to us, although we had to grieve the loss of the child we though that we were going to have (a typical baby). I spoke with my cousins often and they could sympathize with me, but they said very clearly that they could not be sad for us because their sister has been such a Joy and blessing to them.
We also were able to meet with my Uncle and my Aunt and talked with tears about life and Joy in living with Downs. We are more incredibly blessed than we could have ever imagined at being so abruptly thrust into the world of disability and particularly Down syndrome. Ten months into Ana’s life we noticed a strange movement she was making. It looked like she was losing the ability to control her head. Our pediatrician immediately sent us to a neurologist. He thought she might be having seizures. Sure enough, she was having seizures. We immediately had an EEG (electroencephalogram) which measures the electrical impulses in the brain. They discovered that she was having seizures and actually had a seizure disorder called infantile spasms. We immediately began taking very heavy medication. We had to give her shots in her legs every day for six weeks. We then changed to another type of medication for a longer period of time. She has been seizure free, Praise the Lord, Since she was about two years old.
Despite being seizure free she has experienced serious delays in speech, development, and learning. We have since then, been very active in helping her development through therapies, surgeries, and all sorts of other medical treatments. We have it easy. We hear people’s stories in the disability community and think, “WOW! we have it so easy.” We received a diagnosis several years ago of Autism also. It was very interesting experience for me. I thought, “Oh wow, that explains a lot.” It was not devastating…It was more of a relief. “Oh, wow that’s what it is, that makes a lot of sense, and God will help us as he always has.” I cannot tell you how often the Lord walked with us through the “valley of the shadow of death.” In fact, I have learned only faith deepening, Jesus reliance, life lessons in the valley of the shadow of death. I have never learned anything of true faith significance in the “green pastures.” I am very thankful for the green pastures, but I cannot tell you how often I have felt Jesus’ rod and staff guide me through those dark nights of the soul through deep and dark valleys.
At that time nearly 12 years ago, I became aware of Bill Johnson and his teaching. I actually threw that teaching CD in the garbage at that time. It was where I believed such teaching belonged. Not only was it personally offensive, but biblically offensive. I put it in the only place that I had for such things in my office at the time, the garbage. As we continued in our life with our lovely, caring, beautiful Down syndrome, Autistic, blond hair, blue speckled eyed, precious bundle of action of a daughter, we have come to love and cherish the Down syndrome that God has so beautifully and wonderfully woven in her while she was in her mother’s womb. As a result of writing my book Divergent Theology I have become more and more aware of the “Healing Theology” of Bill Johnson and Bethel Church in Redding CA.
One recent video that has surfaced from Bill Johnson wherein he claims that Down syndrome will be healed in mother’s wombs. In the following video Johnson says the following about Down syndrome. Beginning at the 12-minute mark and continuing to the 13-minute mark. Johnson says,
“I can no longer be satisfied with things that are humanly possible. We do them we feed the poor, We collect the money for missions, we build the buildings. We do all the stuff that’s humanly possible, but they are not the high point of our celebration. The high point of our celebration is the child in the womb that’s pronounced Down syndrome that Jesus heals before it is born. The resurrection that takes place from the dead those are our high points. The cancer that disappears, the deaf ears that pop open, the bipolar that is suddenly gone, the schizophrenic that is no longer that is now in their right mind, these are the things. This that we carry, that I carry, that we carry, I am in debt. I owe God fruit.”
“I can no longer be satisfied with things that are humanly possible. We do them we feed the poor, We collect the money for missions, we build the buildings. We do all the stuff that’s humanly possible, but they are not the high point of our celebration. The high point of our celebration is the child in the womb that’s pronounced Down syndrome that Jesus heals before it is born. The resurrection that takes place from the dead those are our high points. The cancer that disappears, the deaf ears that pop open, the bipolar that is suddenly gone, the schizophrenic that is no longer that is now in their right mind, these are the things. This that we carry, that I carry, that we carry, I am in debt. I owe God fruit.”
Does my Ana need to be healed? Is Down syndrome even healable? As explained before Down syndrome is a genetic anomaly whereupon every cell in the whole body has three chromosomes as the very building blocks of the whole person from conception on. For Down syndrome not to be Down syndrome anymore every cell would have to have two Chromosomes again on the 21st strand. This would be beyond medically miraculous. That's some kind of X-Men genetic altering or something. The person would not be the same person anymore. I have several thoughts here on this. After I get over how personally insulting Johnson’s statements are, I have to look at what the Bible says about life in the womb, disability, and suffering.
1. God is completely sovereign over life in the womb, and forms it. Thus He forms those with Down syndrome in the womb for his glory and pleasure!
1. God is completely sovereign over life in the womb, and forms it. Thus He forms those with Down syndrome in the womb for his glory and pleasure!
- Then the Lord said to him, “Who has made man’s mouth? Who makes him mute, or deaf, or seeing, or blind? Is it not I, the Lord?" (Exodus 4:11 ESV)
- "As he passed by, he saw a man blind from birth. And his disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus answered, “It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him." (ESV) John 9:1-3
- “For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.” (Psalms 139:13-16 ESV)
- Matthew Henry, writing his commentary on John 9:3 says “God has a sovereignty over all his creatures and an exclusive right in them, and may make them serviceable to his glory in such a way as he thinks fit, in doing or suffering; and if God be glorified, either by us or in us, we were not made in vain. This man was born blind, and it was worthwhile for him to be so, and to continue thus long dark, that the works of God might be manifest in him.”
- -Matthew Henry Commentary on the Whole Bible, John 9-
- “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Ephesians 2:10 ESV
3. God is infinitely good, kind, and righteous, we also rejoice that He intentionally creates some to live with disabilities for His glory and for our good.
- "The eye cannot say to the hand, “I have no need of you,” nor again the head to the feet, “I have no need of you.” On the contrary, the parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, and on those parts of the body that we think less honorable we bestow the greater honor, and our unpresentable parts are treated with greater modesty, which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so composed the body, giving greater honor to the part that lacked it, that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together. Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it. And God has appointed in the church first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then miracles, then gifts of healing, helping, administrating, and various kinds of tongues. Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? Do all possess gifts of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret? But earnestly desire the higher gifts. And I will show you a still more excellent way." (1 Corinthians 12:21-31 ESV)
- “who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.” Philippians 2:6-8 ESV
- “that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death,” Philippians 3:10 ESV
- “But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” 2 Corinthians 12:9 ESV
- “Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him!” Psalms 34:8 ESV
8. Down syndrome is a light and momentary affliction that is producing for us a weight of glory beyond all comparison.
- “For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison,” 2 Corinthians 4:17 ESV
Our story is the joyful realization of all of these biblical principles mentioned. All of these things have happened for us as a result of disability and Down syndrome, illness, difficulty, and hardship. Not just the challenges, but the joys and exultation of this precious child that God has charged to our care. There are more joys, and awesome stuff than hardship actually. Furthermore, why would I want to trade a light and momentary affliction and the weight of glory to come for light and momentary relief in this world? That would be stupid, and unspiritual. I don’t want Ana to be healed! I want her with Down syndrome, and everything else that God in his wisdom has ordained. That is the only way I can even imagine her. Just like I want my other kids with all their awesome and quirky attributes, that God has given them. I have no deeper joy than to know my kids exactly the way He has created them!
Lest you believe that this Down syndrome comment from Bill Johnson was a slip or just something that he was thinking, and it just came out clumsily. See the clip below where Prophet Brian Carn prophesied over Johnson that God was giving Johnson anointing over Down syndrome, and mental illness. Johnson seems to be receiving this “word” without reservation or objection. Brian Carn prophecies over Bill Johnson (starting at the 1:08 mark). He says...
“This may sound crazy to you, but a special anointing shall come upon you for the mentally disturbed. For the Spirit of God says, “You will see people with Down syndrome, with mental issues, I will set them free from the anointing on your life.” For I saw in the realm of the Spirit, wherever you reside, wherever you are from, around that region is a powerful spirit of oppression a powerful spirit of witchcraft. In the city outside of the city you are. And the Spirit of the Lord says, “I shall use you to spare that northern region (Does he mean Northern California?). For I prophecy, that the southern region shall fall in the water (does he mean Southern California?). But I will spare the northern region because of your heart for me.”
Further on in the video Carn says “This is what the Lord is saying to me...You are my red in that region, you are my blood in that region.” This is so blasphemous to say that someone will be the blood of Christ in a place. Bill Johnson will not be the intermediary for Christ! “For there is one mediator between God and man the man Christ Jesus” and NO ONE ELSE!
“You (Bill Johnson) will teach them how to soak in my glory”
Brian Carn says God is making a new covenant with Bill Johnson. However, there is only one covenant in the blood of Christ. God doesn’t make new covenants between individuals. He has made one covenant with man. This is blasphemy of the most egregious nature!
Carn also says, “I will give you (Johnson) an anointing to translate to different places” (teleportation is not a Christian practice rather an occult practice. It is however taught practiced and sought after at Bethel)
Prophet Brian Carn repeats Johnson’s wish to be someone who can deliver people form Down syndrome, but there is not one case of a child being “delivered,” “set free,” or otherwise not having Down Syndrome after being born with it. Like I said before it would be the very first time it has happened in history. This is quite a delusional claim. not to mention all the other bogus and spurious claims in this prophecy from Carn.
One could deduce from these videos that Johnson and Carn and others in the Word of Faith and New Apostolic Reformation do not want people with Downs and that they might even be not worthy of life in the way that God has, in his wisdom, created them. Here is a wonderful video of a man with Downs asking the world to “Let us live.” This is what I would like to say to Johnson and the Word of Faith New and Apostolic Reformation.
watch the "Let us live Down Syndrome campaign"
Before you think that these two instances are isolated instances in the Word of Faith/New Apostolic Reformation movements and their views on Down syndrome and disability, Kenneth and Gloria Copeland also tried to heal a girl with Down syndrome. The video below shows the tasteless and inappropriate outworking of the Word of Faith theology. They believe and teach that the Cross of Christ has purchased our health, wealth, and prosperity. If you can stomach it, watch the whole video where the Copelands try to heal several people with varied disabilities. At the 3:50 mark they begin to pray for a girl “suffering” from Down syndrome and not surprisingly she is not “healed.” This video displays for me the dark underbelly of the Word of Faith and New Apostolic reformation. The girl they pray for is a 28-year-old girl with Down syndrome. Kenneth Copeland begins to pray and says
“I speak in dominion over chromosomes, and I demand the proper count right now. Proper order, proper count, and I agree with Gloria for the redeeming of her time, that has been stolen from her, and she will live out the rest of her days in good health with a strong spirit, and a sound mind in Jesus name, Amen.”
“I speak in dominion over chromosomes, and I demand the proper count right now. Proper order, proper count, and I agree with Gloria for the redeeming of her time, that has been stolen from her, and she will live out the rest of her days in good health with a strong spirit, and a sound mind in Jesus name, Amen.”
Copeland here speaks as if God got it wrong when he created her and did not give her the "proper count and order of Chromosomes," but this stands in direct contradiction to the several verses listed above that says God creates and forms people with disabilities for His glory. He also prays that her time would be redeemed. Kind of like the life she had lived up to that point was a waste, and God now has to correct the 28 years of lost time. Notice after praying in dominion over the girl’s chromosomes she is the same beautiful girl that God created all those 28 years ago.
As we have seen before from the few points I have made previously these prayers for people to be healed from Down syndrome go against scripture in so many ways.
(1) God is completely sovereign over life in the womb, and forms it and thus He forms those with Down syndrome in the womb for His glory and pleasure!
(2.) God displays His glory in and through the difficulty and beauty of disability and Down syndrome
(3.) God is infinitely good, kind, and righteous, we also rejoice that He intentionally creates some to live with disabilities for His glory and for our good.
(4.) Jesus took on the minimizing disability of human form and was “found in appearance of a man” and let himself be disabled. In that He enabled us to know God and respond to Him by faith.
(5.) He has called us to share in His sufferings. For us it includes Down syndrome which was ordained by His good hand.
(6.) His grace is enough for anything that He has in His sovereign plan allowed.
(7.) God is good and we trust His goodness in the midst of a full and joyful life with Down syndrome!
(8.) Down syndrome is a light and momentary affliction that is producing for us a weight of glory beyond all comparison.
These few reasons can show just how absurd and pastorally abusive this movement is, when they pray for people with Downs or want it to be healed. The reason it is absurd and abusive is the root of unbiblical and improper beliefs about the atonement of Christ. A Theological absurdity and abuse will always work itself out in absurd and abusive practices. For further study on the Word of Faith and New Apostolic view of the Atonement check out my book Divergent Theology.
(1) God is completely sovereign over life in the womb, and forms it and thus He forms those with Down syndrome in the womb for His glory and pleasure!
(2.) God displays His glory in and through the difficulty and beauty of disability and Down syndrome
(3.) God is infinitely good, kind, and righteous, we also rejoice that He intentionally creates some to live with disabilities for His glory and for our good.
(4.) Jesus took on the minimizing disability of human form and was “found in appearance of a man” and let himself be disabled. In that He enabled us to know God and respond to Him by faith.
(5.) He has called us to share in His sufferings. For us it includes Down syndrome which was ordained by His good hand.
(6.) His grace is enough for anything that He has in His sovereign plan allowed.
(7.) God is good and we trust His goodness in the midst of a full and joyful life with Down syndrome!
(8.) Down syndrome is a light and momentary affliction that is producing for us a weight of glory beyond all comparison.
These few reasons can show just how absurd and pastorally abusive this movement is, when they pray for people with Downs or want it to be healed. The reason it is absurd and abusive is the root of unbiblical and improper beliefs about the atonement of Christ. A Theological absurdity and abuse will always work itself out in absurd and abusive practices. For further study on the Word of Faith and New Apostolic view of the Atonement check out my book Divergent Theology.
Finally, I would like to close with very wise words from John Piper and how we are meant to respond to disability. SEE DISABILITY DON’T LOOK AWAY! SEE IT AND BE CHANGED! WE ARE CHRISTIANS!
As I celebrate the life and birth of our daughter who is fearfully and wonderfully made by a good and sovereign God, my eyes have been opened to see Down syndrome, and disability as a precious gift from God to cherish, and to hold on to with my feeble fingers for as long as God has given her to us.